You have friends right?
Not really..Pretty much alone
I'm serious
So am I. I stay away from everyone
So you think most people are not worthy of your attention?
Pretty much not worth hurting you. Or anyone
Why do you think you would hurt anyone? Hurt us by what?
Just cold. I am hard to be close to
You're just a tough nut to crack
You need to realize. That you are happy, and I'm not. That's the difference
I'm much happier when I have people..friends around
I don't let people define my happiness
It's not like that. It's okay, you know, to need people, no matter how independent or self-sufficient you are..
That's it. I stopped needing people over 10 years ago. And haven't asked for help in forever. I got given up on, so I started giving up the same way, on everyone and everything. I haven't even turned around since then
But why?
Got kicked out of my parents home, I was on my own in High School. Dad and didn't get along. I moved out and got my own place then I joined the military. I stayed in the mil for a few years got my degree. I went home from the military one day and the girl who had my son was sucking my so called best friends dick
What? First of all, you have a son??
I have one. I don't ever get to see him
You don't?
Nope.
Fuck. Where's the mother now?
She fucked up. Court gave her custody, and said I was unfit because of my job
After you punched and cut your friend's dick off, what happened?
I walked away, coldly, didn't even say a word, besides get out. Didn't even raise my voice
I sort of get it why you can't trust people anymore but..
Everyone's distant and gone
But you gotta know, not everyone there is out to hurt or betray you
Everyone's is a user one way or another. That's all I really see anymore
Yes, you have to be a lot more cautionous, but do you want to give up on people like that?
You met me way too many years too late. 5 years, I haven't touched, kissed or been with anyone. I don't talk to people unless I have to
Look where it got you..
Rich. I have more money than I know what to do with
Rich and what? With noone to share it with?
That's it. Noone I wanna share it with. Noone that I really trust.
...Who am I to judge, right?
Thanks for showing me that it's crappy. Money doesn't buy happiness, just loneliness. Remember that I said that
I'm sorry. I didn't mean that
You're fine, you're not saying anything wrong. I just don't talk to people like this. If you want to be honest that is all that matters. I don't just let anyone in. Ever.
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